..a Me kind of life
Today got me reflecting like how do I want to live my life,(ok maybe just the last part of 2019 for now)?I want to live my life exactly the way God intended it to be lived, the best life with the best of everything, putting in my 100% at work, writing the best stories, writing and singing the best songs, receiving the best and giving only the best of my love.
Only giving the best of me, my time, attention and love, the best kind of life. God desires I live the best kind of life as He has clearly said and hey if God only wants to give me the best, who am I to settle for less?
I don’t want to struggle with things that are ugly like loneliness, sorrow and rejection. I want to be comfortable in my own company, I want my company to be the best company I could ever be in, I want the conversations I have with myself be the most productive, mind blowing and intriguing conversations ever. I want my mind to be productive and to achieve all that I set it to do, because I mean, what can stop me.
At times you can struggle with something and not know it until you hit rock bottom, I do not want to be that person. I want to be wealthy, rich with the right kind of friends, even if it’s just one friend that is alright, just that one friend I know will pull me up when I am sinking, sinking in despair and everything seems to be sucking the life out of me, they will breathe into me, and life will enter into me once again. Adulting can be something else, and we all need somebody
This is me, this is what I want, this is how I want to live my life, how do you want to live your life?
Ernest
“I want to be comfortable in my own company.” I like this one. It’s so hard for many of us to experience the comfort in our company. It feels lonely.
Nobu
That’s very true Ernest and it’s a sad reality, alone and lonely
Rhacky8
Great read, I hope you get all that you seek!!
Nobu
Thank you for reading and yes I do hope the same 🙂